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What's in the Grey Matter
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In A Mood
Seriously, what the hell is the point of living when there is absolutely nobody there to support you when you ned them the most?
Weekdays are okay because there is someone you can speak to, but on the weekends, there is NOBODY. Saturdays and Sundays are the most painful days in my week. Surrounded by people I don't really know, and don't really care to know...and yet still feeling completely and utterly alone.
I'm not a very social person...as a matter of fact, I don't really like the human race very much at all. I want a pet, but where I live, pets are forbidden. I thought about getting a fish, but even they are forbidden....
Where the hell does one turn when they feel completely isolated and alone? Psychologists don't get it....
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I suffer from depression and attend DBT, a coping skills group. I am going through a rough patch myself. Try to Keep your chin high and breathe.
This is a great place to express your soul. Spill your soul.
Daborn,
Thanks for your comments.
Grey matter is indeed a very deep subject, but for me 'Grey Matter' is actually what I call my brain.
I'm searching for my balance, and when I find it, I'll be the happiest owner of grey matter in the universe!
;-)
daborn7 Level 2 Commenter 3 months ago
Grey matter is a very deep subject. If you are not religious, then telling you to turn to God obviously will not do you any good. I will however, say that it has always helped me. I also find compassion in my writing. It is often how I express myself. One time I was going through a really tough time in my life. I honestly did not know who I was. I lost faith in everything, and my family/so called friends were nowhere to be found. I wrote, everyday in a journal. Like you are doing here. I spilled it all on those pages. It really helped to get it all out. Some things you just cannot write online, in a journal however, you can write whatever you feel and noone ever has to know what you wrote. When you are feeling alone and isolated, or even hating the world, remember that you always have your writing. There are allot bad, mean, unintelligent, ugly and outright nasty people in this world, but there are also allot of good people too. There is a balance, you just have to find it in yourself first.